CITY HILLS PRAYER WALL 

Jamie Cottrill

I keep praying for my husband and our marriage daily with no change and no hope. I keep praying for his salvation. He says he believes in God but prays to a higher power. He watches and listens to demonic things. He can't even stand to stay a we whole church service. Theres no love, intimacy or affection in our marriage but he only cares if I get pregnant yet for the last 2 months he has slept on the couch. He says he's given up even though it's only been 6 months and we just one false positive and one miscarriage. He blames me for everything and is always angry at me. He will punish me and withholds affection even emotional support if he thinks I do the smallest thing wrong. Im sick of praying and seeing no change no love in him. I love him so much but God why can't there be restoration and deliverance! I have 2 boys of my own that are also being affected by this atmosphere. I'm so heartbroken all the time and I'm afraid I might have to leave. I'm scared, lonely and my heart is shattered. I can't take this anymore and either can my kids. I don't understand why I'm cursed or why my destiny is being caged or why God can't hear my prayers. But I feel like I'm begging and screaming for Him to hear me and save my husband, save our marriage and deliver all of us.

Received: December 18, 2024