CITY HILLS PRAYER WALL 

Anonymous

I am dealing with alot of things that each on their own would be huge but with all it's overwhelming. I've been not good for a great many years. I've been hurt so much it's hard to trust and I'm isolated. I have no family or friends. Only have my husband who's got addiction issues. This marriage is at a very toxic point due to years of womanizing. I've allowed him and many others to devalue me because that's all I feel I deserve. I need God but I can't feel him. I'm frozen in place. Afraid of hell on earth and hell afterwards for an eternity. I need God to pull me out of this isolated, painful, lonely place I've created for myself. I need to feel his presence saying I'm loved and worthy. I need physical healing for lifelong health issues. It's a lot to pray for but I really need to be lifted in prayer. If I weren't so desperate I wouldn't be in a church website anonymously instead of in church.

Received: November 15, 2024